Sparkle, I didn't get much sleep last night, and I've been thinking about "this-guy-is-so-not-worth-it" since I woke up. My mind tends to fixate on one thought when I wake up, so I have to write this down or I'll be thinking about it all day.
I was thinking about what you said last week, about how he said "I might as well give up" when you were going to break up with him. I can't believe it's taken me this long to see it, but that's a threat. That's blackmail. That's abuse.
At first I followed what you were saying about how you just didn't care and how you would stay with him if for no other reason than to keep him from doing WORSE things. It's really easy to genuinely care about him. But I don't care how much he says he's going to change or how much you care about him. He is manipulating you into staying with him. Whether it's because he likes sneaking around behind your back or because he genuinely wants to change, either way, it's all about him.
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