The Break-Up... FINALLY!

Yes it is over between me and TS... I swear everyone is having celebration parties. But it is very sad because yes I still like him. I guess you could say I still like the old him, the one in 9th grade and even last year before he started being crazy with the female sex.

Basically it all started last Friday night. He was being a total jerk and so was I and we were kind of already in a fight so… us not getting a long on Friday made it worse. At 12:00 when I got home for curfew I was too upset to go to bed so I turned on Step Up. I have no idea why, it just sounded good… probably because I couldn’t find The Notebook which is what I usually watch when I am depressed.

We were texting and he’s all, "We need to talk," so naturally at 12:30 I found myself leaving my house through the back door with a blanket around me, walking to my grandma and Dados swing set where we were meeting, right next door. When he shows up we start talking and I’m way mad... and blah blah blah - it was over. Then he said then I said then he said... Basically we broke up because he cheated on me a few times in his life, when I was recently at nationals he didn’t even text or call to say good luck, he talks about other girls in front of me, doesn’t act the same at his house when were alone as he does when were at school, he gets what ever he want and it needs to stop.. etc, etc. You guys could probably make up our own reasons!

After we were done talking he was being dramatic saying we wouldn’t talk anymore and how we can't be friends. I had my blanket around me and his because it was really cold. When he started to go home I tried to give it back and he said, "Keep it." Let me inform you this is a huge down comforter blanket; seriously, this thing is huge. I don’t exactly think it was his to give away! This is so funny to me; he was so dramatic - "keep it-" almost like he was saying “Keep it to remember me by even though I live two houses down.”

Now I have this huge down comforter blanket that I don’t know what to do with. I stuffed it in my car at like 2 in the morning and it's still there. I cant just bring it inside because my dad would wonder! I just hope his mom isn’t wondering where her huge down comforter is! If anyone wants to view this artifact you can anytime you see my car. Just look in the back. It's just sitting there. Anyone have any ideas of what I should do with it?

Back to the situation… I really want to be friends, but he doesn't. We’ve hung out once since then so clearly its possible to be friends. I just have to prove this to him. And yes, I do still like him and probably will until I find my future husband. Sadly we just can't be together until he learns how to treat a girl…

I guess there just isn't anymore love around us hahahhhahah... RIP to the great TS.