Do I want another relationship to finish out my senior year? Heck no! Do I still take interest in certain guys? Yes.... So how do I find a compromise? Oh yeah, go for the guy that already has a girlfriend, then there's no problem. curses....
Well you see, Boy #2 has reappeared. (Please see "the good guys" or something like that for previous post) He's back with his cheater of a girlfriend, who complains about how he never listens or gives her his time. First off, he's the best boyfriend a girl could have! He sent her a dozen roses just because the other day. I mean, he listens more than my best friend ever listens to me! These accusations are empty. Regardless, he loves her apparently. Dang it. Well that's okay, because I still get to spend hours of time with him because we share the same extracurricular activity. He still is talking to me everyday, so in essence... I really don't mind. I'm free to like him, without the stress. By stress I mean, "Does he like me?" "Where is this headed?" "Do all my plans include him now?" "Should I stop talking to these other guys?" Nope, I've got none of that! I owe him nothing, and he owes me nothing! It's great actually.
So why am I posting? Well, it comes down to... I've got to get out of here before I actually fall for the guy! I know I'm a bit late, he's already in my dreams (No not like that duh, I mean he randomly appears in my actual dreams). How do I stop this train again? And yes, I am aware that everyone, including the latest magazine, has told me I'm supposed to give up. I just can't seem to actually do that.
six word: would you please dump the girlfriend?
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