BadABeyonce: "OK, after your game?"
"Yes ill come over right after..."
*The magic happens*
a couple days later (Tuesday)...
"So should I believe the things the guys on the team told me that you said about me at practice today?"
"NO! You know I like you Beyonce."
"Hm you sure don't act like it... be careful because I'm friends with those guys too and they tell me everything you say..."
next day (Wednesday)...
"We need to talk"
"OK is there a problem?"
"No, were just not on the same page. I like you I just don't want a relationship."
"Huh OK, whenever you wanna talk lets talk."
"Tomorrow after my game."
next day (Thursday)...
I surprisingly show up at lunch which is a rare occurrence since I don't have a 3/4 period class
and try to avoid going to school at all costs, so Iwalked into the lunch room only to see 80% of
the school clumped on one side watching March Madness and on the other side a single table swarming
with girls (including the X leaning on his shoulder) and one single boy in the middle.. DL. Our eyes meet and the smug look on his face suddenly falls off to a look of "oh crap."
I smile and give a little "Hey, yes that's right, you're screwed." wave,
and turn and walk out the way I came in. (That explains the "I don't want a relationship" crap I guess. He cant have a relationship because he already has too many others..)
Later when he begins a texting conversation there's small talk and finally getting to the point I say:
"So when are you planning on talking?"
an hour later :
"Shoot I forgot we were going to talk"
"You're the one who wanted to... so were not talking then?"
an hour later...:
"Sorry not tonight"
I didn't write back and that's the end of all conversation period up to this point. I have seriously tried everything I can imagine to get him back but although it sounds trite, I've seen the light! Why would you want to make someone love you? They should do that on their own and if they don't they're not worth it! I lost his game again but I did my best and if that's not enough I'm leaving with my pride and confidently walking away knowing I'm better off being alone forever rather than being treated like this.
right?
amen.
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