Why is it that I can’t like a guy younger than me, even by 9 days?
Why is it that I don’t find any teenage male attractive, physically or personally?
Why is it that I can be so immature that the only guys that like me are perverts or only 13? (Oh wait, isn’t that the same thing?)
Why is it that I bounce between crushes on teenage boys and crushes on guys in their mid-twenties and crushes on movie stars and a strange attraction to sports cars and chalupas?
Why is it that the first guy I ever connected with on an intellectual level was 8 years my senior... oh, and I only met him once?
Why is it that I can’t stand 75% of all males, but I still have a problem with the lack of problems in the other 25%?
Why is it that the only guy close to my age that I understand intellectually fits in that 25% category, lives in California, is in love with my perfect, beautiful friend, and is a diehard conservative?
Why is it that I’m thoroughly worried about this when I’m not even 16 yet? I’m giving myself a headache.
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