Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Stupidity

Avert your eyes. What have you done?!

Green and red m&ms to the right...... microwave behind him......sink to the left.... Gosh, why can't there be anything, ANYTHING to distract us from the current conversation!

I promise, this is not what I came for. Guilt is beginning to seap through my skin, leaving it burning.... Burning I tell you! I shouldn't even feel guilty, and yet here I am sick in my stomach. Actually no, stomach is too small. I feel sick everywhere! We just barely started talking again for heaven's sakes! You have a girlfriend, so I thought it'd be fine. Yeah, this is where I rightfully take on the "stupidity" title. How am I going to tell Him about this later?

Why did we break up all those months ago? Because the "we" sucked. That's why. "We" didn't work. Remember how we've had this conversation? I swear my only intentions were help on math.

Oh course I still care about you.... just not in a way that you'd like. Too bad his response to my unfinished comment is, "Well even now, sitting here I still think I like you." Yeah..... (oh crap.) And your girlfriend is WHERE? Oh wait, you're the paranoid one.

Well uh, time for a subject change! Time to LEAVE! Oh wait, I forgot my backpack at your freakin house.

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