One time when I was in Cedar I was hanging out with my friend David who had told me he broke up with his girlfriend awhile ago. So being me and thinking that it wouldn't hurt anyone, I made out with him. I couple times actually. I went back home after that weekend that I stayed at my g-parents house. He had called me and we were talking and I mentioned something. He continued to lie to me about how he and his girlfriend did break up but got back together the day after I left. I thought, Oh that's pretty logical I suppose. Yeah no. She added me on Myspace and we got to talking. They never broke up. The jack @$$ lied to me.
Landon. Oh jeez. I did it to him again. Just not as bad I don't think this time. I thought I did want a relationship with him. I went to his cabin and everything. We had a "trial" deal thing. I got all stressed out about it and crap. I'm just too emotional for a relationship I guess. I have something wrong with me anyway. I can't just keep to one guy anymore. I like experimenting too much (don't take that dirty). Oh well. I don't think he's upset about anything. If he is, he's really good at hiding it.
Landon. Oh jeez. I did it to him again. Just not as bad I don't think this time. I thought I did want a relationship with him. I went to his cabin and everything. We had a "trial" deal thing. I got all stressed out about it and crap. I'm just too emotional for a relationship I guess. I have something wrong with me anyway. I can't just keep to one guy anymore. I like experimenting too much (don't take that dirty). Oh well. I don't think he's upset about anything. If he is, he's really good at hiding it.
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