Confession!

Hee hee! So I feel a little crazy right now. I'm a little euphoric... That's right people... I BEEN KISSED!!! What now! Ok, ok, I know I'm the only one on this blog that hadn't had that happen yet, so it's a little anti-climactic for you. But I am literally spacing out every 10 minutes thinking about it.

I went to Cedar City for the long weekend to hang out with my college friend Gina, and we hung out everyday with one of her old high school friends. I totally liked him. He's way smart and insightful. Anyway, I thought it would never happen, but he was talking to Gina online after the first night of hanging out and he confessed to her that he thought I was attractive. He said that he wasn't going to do anything about it though because he thought I didn't like him like that.

I totally did. So it was awesome. I feel reckless. I feel like I could do anything.

I haven't told anybody yet, so I'm expecting a certain CC to contact me soon. I just had to get it out there.

That Jack @$$ Lied!

One time when I was in Cedar I was hanging out with my friend David who had told me he broke up with his girlfriend awhile ago. So being me and thinking that it wouldn't hurt anyone, I made out with him. I couple times actually. I went back home after that weekend that I stayed at my g-parents house. He had called me and we were talking and I mentioned something. He continued to lie to me about how he and his girlfriend did break up but got back together the day after I left. I thought, Oh that's pretty logical I suppose. Yeah no. She added me on Myspace and we got to talking. They never broke up. The jack @$$ lied to me.

Landon. Oh jeez. I did it to him again. Just not as bad I don't think this time. I thought I did want a relationship with him. I went to his cabin and everything. We had a "trial" deal thing. I got all stressed out about it and crap. I'm just too emotional for a relationship I guess. I have something wrong with me anyway. I can't just keep to one guy anymore. I like experimenting too much (don't take that dirty). Oh well. I don't think he's upset about anything. If he is, he's really good at hiding it.

7 Things About Me: Antsy Pants

7 Things that attract me to the person I like
1. Likes me.
2. Incredibly funny.
3. Has emotions. (not like crying all the time, but has in his life.)
4. Shy-ish
5. Jaw/Lips
6. Artsy
7. Is it weird that I keep on thinking "Younger guy"?

7 Things I always say
1. "Seriously?" (Pronounced, Srsly)
2. "That's all I'm saying!"
3. "What the M?"
4. "Spicy!" (not anymore)
5. "Here's the thing..." (DEFINITELY not anymore. Thank you Jenn.)
6. "Aces!"
7. "Weirdie!"

7 Things I LOVE to eat
1. Panda Express
2. Deli sandwiches from the Wall Mart in Ephraim
3. My mom's homemade orange chicken
4. Mashed potatoes
5. Arby's
6. Cookie dough Blizzard from Dairy Queen
7. Pickles

7 Things I can do
1. Cry
2. Laugh/Make people laugh
3. Watch all my favorite TV shows (they number in the hundreds)
4. Text while not looking at the keys
5. Suck up to teachers
6. Tie a cherry stem into a knot
7. Live on my own

7 Things I can't Do
1. Express my own opinion
2. Tell people what I really think about them (working on it)
3. Pee standing up
4. Do handstands
5. Run (I'm happy about that one)
6. Get a guy to like me
7. Live down my first and only kiss