Rainbow's Decision

CC said it was about time that we use names and not just key words and "this person". So I will try. Landon and I, well more Landon than anyone, decided to just be friends. I didn't want a relationship during the school year (there is more to it but I have to talk to him about it before I say more.) so that made it so we are just friends. So I guess if I think about it it's my fault. Oh well. I'm over it. Have you ever cried so hard that you tingle all over and your lips are quivering and your eyes twitch uncontrollably? That happened to me the other day. Dustin made me feel so bad and I couldn't hold it in. I got out of the numb stage finally. I can cry again. I can't decide whether or not that's a good thing... This kid James, told me he liked me. I have kinda liked him since second semester started last year (10th obviously). I'm really nervous to like him because he likes long relationships and I can't handle them. I don't want him to just stop liking me though :(

Rainbow's Quick Update

I can't go into detail with everything that has happened in the last while. Dustin and I, obviously broke up (I don't think I had made that public yet.) I like quite a few guys I realized now. Darn it. I just can't control it. I would sit here and spill out everything but I have to get off the computer right now. Expect another post in the next few days.

Artificial Relationship

This is sort of random, but as usual I've just been thinking too much. As a result I've come to a conclusion. It's one of those that you make after analyzing a situation for so long you feel you must produce some sort of statement of wisdom. Or maybe just common sense, in my case.

Anyhow. Now for my profound statement of common sense:
If, in any sort of relationship, you cannot be completely honest and have to keep things from anyone in order to create an illusion of yourself, it is an artificial relationship.

Ok. So that may also have been one of those statements that have been pushed to the extreme and do not allow for any special situations, but hey, at least someone still posts on this blog.*

*That was a hint ;)